"Desesperación"

The words escaped
too quickly and I didn't notice.
The actions I preached I'd never fall to
are now surrounding my very steps.
And I can't feel comfortable.

Thoughts are no longer mine.
I feel safe away from myself.
And I can't get any more far
than what I am now
to what I once was.

I didn't mean to puzzle you.
And I probably mistaken your words for the truth
I was looking for.
I didn't mean to push you.
And I probably did.

Thoughts are no longer mine.
I got way too away from home.
I'm not safe, and yet I'm not afraid.
Something broke and I can't remember what.

Angels lie too often.
And I know,
no-one wants to buy what's broken.













"Who wants to see an abandoned soul? 

                                                  ... Who wants to try and open it?"